Why is it so easy to just run away from my problems? Why can’t I just face reality?
dark-angel12 asked: have depression,suicidal thoughts, scars, horrible memories from an older cousin who doesn’t know where not to touch, voices i need help i have noone...i am a strong chirstian but i dont feel gos i am doubting him so much i just need someone...
I’m so sorry! I’m not sure when you sent this, but I just saw it.
Its easy to lose hope. You’re probably thinking “Where is God when I need him the most?” or something like that. He’s RIGHT THERE. He knows everything you’re going through, and he has a plan.
I can relate to you in a lot of different ways. Fighting those voices within can be the hardest thing ever. Sometimes you have to Stop. Breathe. And tell yourself its gonna be okay. Even if you don’t believe it. Look at your life. Find out what makes you happy and DO IT. Things will happen in all of our lives, and it is up to us and only us to make something of it. Listening to Christian music lifts my spirits so much. I feel like it gives me just what I need to hear. There’s a bible verse that I literally live my life by now, “No weapon formed against me shall prosper.” Isaiah 54:17 DON’T LET ANYTHING OR ANYONE BRING YOU DOWN. Don’t let the devil win! Sometimes we have to use our terrible experiences to better our lives.
Do me a favor. Please don’t hurt yourself. I know just how it feels. And I know it HURTS. Whenever you get those crazy thoughts, think about how Jesus died so you could LIVE, and not cut it short.
I love you. And I am ALWAYS here for you. If you ever need anything please don’t hesitate to reach out to me.
I haven’t been on here, because it has been such a negative piece of my life. This was somewhere I came to “escape”, when in reality all I was doing was sinking myself deeper into depression.
Being at the lowest part of my life just recently, I’ve learned a lot about myself. I especially learned just how strong I really am. I am stronger than I make myself up to be. Truth is, most of us are. We are so much stronger than we think. Life can toss us around in so many ways, and it is up to us to make the best or the worst out of it.
I’ve become so much closer to God through all of this. The DAY I let go and TRULY gave all my problems to God, a weight was INSTANTLY lifted off my shoulders.
I have this new found hope. I have faith in God that my mom will be cancer free. Though doctors gave her just months to live, I know God has the last say. I have faith that I will win this battle with myself. That I will get through this hard time in my life. I will beat these inner demons. I will one day be happy. I will be free of this depression. I’m so determined to be a better person and to live a happy, positive life.
I may not be okay today, and I may not be okay tomorrow. But ONE DAY will be able to truly say, I AM HAPPY.
ANYONE reading this, If you are going through anything please feel free to message me on here anon or not. I may not know you, but I LOVE YOU ALL. PLEASE PLEASE DON’T HESITATE.
It gets better. I promise